your girlfriend is decaying

Feeling like a bit of a routine is starting to take shape: I am waking up, having a cup of warm lemon water, doing my sit, moving on to any work and then the rest of my day. My 20 min sit this morning was fairly fluid and full of ease - I worked through the decomposing of the corpse again. Still challenging to make my way through the whole process - usually get to a point when I see Les’s skin start to decay and then I get distracted. I don’t feel uncomfortable by it, but my mind clearly wants to start thinking about something else.